I Dont Want to Speak Ever Again

Always wish you could never speak again?

It's been appealing to me. No more talking before I recall, no more than awkward conversations, no more accidentally offending somebody. I never understood social interactions and not speaking would really save me a life of more embarrassment and social anxiety.

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level 1

I wished it for a long time considering I'thou too super bad-mannered in human interactions. I feel like I haven't learned to socialize properly and it'south been very embarrassing since I have the tendency to speak a lot. Presently after words come up out of my mouth I think near it and realize how dumb I must have looked. I learned to accept information technology, in the end it's how I am and if people don't like it, they can go talk to someone else. But even today it go along me from making friends. I endeavor to have conversations simply one time it ends, I'm afraid to speak again and bother the person considering I previously said impaired or boring stuffs and they probably don't want to speak with me anymore. So I gauge it's a fifty/50 for me. Merely you should try to own to your clumsiness, it helps a lot to gain confidence.

level i

I barely talk to anyone anymore because of this. I now have such a huge filter that nada comes out of my mouth anymore unless its 100%needed

level 2

Think that'south almost where I'g at too

level 1

I experience pretty much the same way. For me, it's similar if at that place was ever one day that I wake up and suddenly lost the ability to speak, I'd be fine with it. I pretty much hate everything about myself but my voice and more specifically me speaking is ane of the things I hate the most.

level 1

I feel similar I take some kind of speech impediment. I have and then much words I desire to say but when it comes out it gets mixed upwards. It's like exact dyslexia if that'southward even a thing.

level 2

Does it happen all the time? I experience this, merely I've realized that it's much worse when I'm under stress.

level ane

Yes, when my low gets bad, I stop talking (people think I am aroused at them.)

level i

Tell me, what do you commonly mess upwards? What happens?

level ii

I always talk with my foot in my oral fissure. Feel like i have tiptoe around everybody these days. I was walked all over as a kid by my dad and was never really immune my own stance then I have always been rather submissive in terms of conversation. I dont like disharmonize I dont similar upsetting people I dont like feeling similar what I'm maxim isnt appreciated or that information technology sounds stupid. That'south a big thing for me I always seem to experience stupider when I come out of in depth conversation when I offset to analyze how it went. I dont actually have a specific case that I can bring to mind, my mental disorder tends to affect my memory a lot unfortunately in situations like this.

level 1

God yes, I've thought this and so many times.

level ane

I feel the same way. I agree with the people who said you should own it, but sometimes owning it is hard because of external factors or by experiences. I was very social for about a twelvemonth of my life and although i met a lot of people I couldn't connect with any on a deep level. So at present i look back at that fourth dimension and wish I hadn't met whatever of these people cuz im back to being awkward as hell.

level 2

Aforementioned. I was social my whole life with no friends to show for information technology at present

level 1

Sometimes I wonder if information technology'd worth it to just acquire sign linguistic communication and and so pretend to exist mute/deaf but to avert interaction. Only I also know that running away from problems never solves them.

level 2

I've been told running from my stuff doesn't work simply it's the but thing I havent been able to honestly attempt yet, I recall ima get-go giving it a endeavor lol I would definitely learn sign language to avoid social interaction at this signal.

level ane

Ally a bossy woman. She will make sure you'll never speak again. 🌞

level 2

I know the truth too well. Married a woman who'south bossy equally hell and controlling lol

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